Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Ignore

I know I haven't been keeping up of late. Do you ever get hung up on a post? I have one saved in my drafts and keep getting stuck. Why does this happen? I believe I find myself wrestling with thoughts. How open do I really want to be? What will others think? Is now a good time to open the door for all to look in at my inner self? Then I go and write something like this and I kick myself. Now someone is going to be waiting with baited breath for some shocking event or news. Perhaps they expect me to reveal some dark secret. Now I've set others up for disappointments. Grrrr....and I shouldn't really care....or should I? Others will ask, "is this it? Was she talking about this?" And maybe I will never post it at all and the thoughts will forever be banished to the little drafts folder. Let's pretend I never posted at all. I'm going to ignore my draft folder and move on and maybe never pull it out. It will make posting so much easier.

3 comments:

Heth said...

I like coming here and reading whatever you write, whether it be updates on your kids, pictures of your hair, or deep profound thoughts on life.

Keep it coming.

mommy to six J's said...

I enjoy reading your blog thank you for encouragement in my life.

FLmom7 said...

I know what you mean. It's a difficult balance to want to write your real thoughts but then not reveal too much personal info.